Its been awhile.

Wow, apparently I never use this. I forgot this account existed until I tried to make a new account. hehe. Everyday I think of random ass thoughts in my head and think huh I should write this down somewhere... By the time I get home I forgot hahaha. I should start writing things down.

I'm kind of new to this eblogging culture. But looking at some other blogger's inspire me to share my life. I can't say I have a very interesting life but I'm trying to enjoy and learn on this journey. There are alot of ups and downs but shit I suppose you can't truly enjoy one without the other. Looking back at my past blogs makes me so bummer to be back to lame reality. I'm trying to make the right decisions in my life so I'll be able to live how I'd like in the future. I just hope I'm making the right choice not the mention praying to get myself through this surgical tech program.

Other then trying to get my life in order what else...I love music and photography. All sorts of genres over the years. My boyfriend bought me a lomography camera last Christmas but I have yet to get film developed. Not having money kind of puts a damper on things.

I guess this blog is just going to be my rambling thoughts. Is that what these are suppose to be? In reality I can't imagine that many people interested in this life either.

                     

I recently moved back home. Trying to get some help while going to school. It's super weird and hard being back here. After 3 years of freedom I've been spoiled. Oh well. It could be worse. Just gotta suck it up and get through it.
Random thought. The other day while I was driving with my aunt in SE portland there was this old man, pretty old mowing his lawn. I don't know why but that seems to amaze me. That the human will is so strong and still thrives.I don't know I've worked with old people we were like 102! my Grandpas getting pretty old, 98. Slowly its obviously his health is declining. I always wonder though if hes come to terms, I mean obviously its scary as shit. I don't think I have for myself. But I can only hope to live as long as him and see the things he has. I'll just leave it at that for now.

This internet thing is crazy. To stop and really think about how connected and plugged in we all are. Kinda freaky.. I'm getting tired. I'll finish this thought later.

I'm leaving on some photo notes;
 

Current Music: Glee soundtrack

Current Reading: The Book Thief